Lazy to update my blog lately..

After all, my latest updates can be found on my facebook..thus this make me even more lazy to do update at my blog.. In addition, I dont dare to update my inner feeling or thinking of myself on my blog cause..there is certain people i wouldnt want them to know what im thinking and how i feel. so..somehow this stop me from updating..whatever i am writing here is just a surface of my physical updates. Sigh..Well at least my peeps can know how am i doing lately =)

As mention..本小姐wanted to go sun-tanning. After all the talking, finally it was all carried out with one of my bitch on last sunday..Carene. Both of us just like sun-beachy place. The sun is good. It was neither too hot or cloudy. Just nice.. However we are still burnt..Im more like a lobster and carene is more of a crab. If you compare the color of cooked lobster and crab,you will know what i mean.  It’s been a long time i get to connect with the sea-breeze, sunny-sun. The inner serenity within myself is great! Never feel that great before after all the happening things that had happen to me. It was a great way to re-charge myself. And i am having those invisible google look on me.. %^&*(^%^&*().. The stupid sunglass that i wore..sigh..trying to get rid of it! Someone please help me on this..if not on 25th Oct wedding that i am attending for Wen’s brother wedding, i can just kill myself..Sobs..

While tanning and having heart to heart talk with my bitch, i realise we have so much common things with each other. She like to do alot of water sports! she wanted to go for water skid, kaya-ing, diving..jet skid..alot more! Now i have found the perfect khakis for all my future plans!  Other than that, this bitch of mine and me has alot of similarity towards relationship perception as well as our character. With that, we can now relate with each other on our thinking and problems  =) After all the tanning, i had craving for Marche. Thus we went to have our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner there. Never felt so satisfied! It’s been a long time i had my rosti and caesar salad..满足..满足..满足~ =D

Time flies..It is going to be christmas soon. Dont know why..i dont look forward to any of the season festival at all. Perhaps..this will reminds me that 2009 is ending..and i wouldnt be in my 25-year-old. It is slowing reaching to the end of my 20s. This scared me..cause till now i couldnt find what i want in my life..what i set for myself. See-ing all my babes, buddies, friends are getting  married one by one..This scares me too..I guess i am not so ready for all the settle down..or maybe i am afraid of getting old. Ha-Ha..Well..i guess i wouldnt be getting married early for all i know..could be a good thing thou because i still can hang out with my bitches and buddies that much. =D

Well..last year and this year isnt a good year for me.. and i hope..2010 will be a good smooth year for me. Crossing my fingers. Ending off with my latest favorite songs of mine which i find it meaningful..

Looking back the past posts that i had..i realise i have not been blogging that much now.

I guess i wasnt in any of the mood to blog to update myself. I can say i have lost myself totally. I dont even know what i want now. Tired is the word to use on me now. I need my very own me-time.

On side note, work is still okay for me. Running a bit of operation already. Everyday stuck at cafe is really bored me to death. Looking at the jungle al fresco area really bored me.. I have been surfing net for a very long time. Praying hard to get out of the lazy mood that i have. Seriously, been in this company for 1 month plus, i felt that i wasnt working to my best productivity. I know i have slack down a lot. Need to get back my passion of work before they “sack” me. =X

Yesterday night had a meet up session with Jeslyn and i get to see this little rascal god son of mine. He is growing very well and getting real naughty and big now. His birthday is coming. i can smell the burning smell in my pocket now.

One of my buddies is getting married this november and it is no other person (Mark!) It was such a pleasant Surprise! He has not changed at all. Still the same old mark that i know years back when we were at Qbar. Simply miss the good old days when we work at  pre=”at “>Qbar. they are truly the one who see me grow over the years. They are truly the ones who see in ups and downs of me. And neverlessly they are the one who really dote me and stand by me no matter what.. =D RONALD, DESMOND, DANNY, MARK, JOHNSON. I LOVE YOU GUYS! *Hugs..

Not only that Alison’s brother is getting married on the 25th Oct. I am part of the sisters group. Sigh. I can liternally smell forest burning in my pockets already with so many things to pay now. O.o

Last Saturday, I had went to cut my hair. For all my 25 years of life that im living now. This is the most ever daring style that i had. Way much shorter. Shorter that you will never imagine serene chow will cut it. I am slowly getting used to it. However kind of like it too and had received a lots of compliments on it. *winks =D

After matt, i went social house with carene, mark tay, devon, devon groups and my ploy mates. Enjoy myself thou. Kind of surprise that mark tay take care of me like his sister and i appreciate it. seriously..never had such blessings from him to treat me like his own sister. Thank you for being there for me! I cant complain more for those people who truly cares for me.

Sunday, it was my turn to accompany carene for her haircut. We are like super look alike sister now. Same hair cuts, same pattern. Laughs! People did asked us if we are sisters and i cant deny that we have the same unique taste, likings that we had in common. She is just one of the bitch that i love too. And of course  i miss one of my slut bitch too..Natalia! where have you been! Where is the slutty bitch that i used to hang out with. I miss you! sobs.

Did i mention that i need my holiday short trip? Yes..I am deciding to go Bangkok with my buddies Desmond and Ronald this december. It is a form of helping Desmond to celebrate his belated birthday. Seriously i hope it wont have any last minute cancellation of the trip, if not i will be disappointed! if not i am so going to go on my own already. It’s true story. I seriously need a break from everything to re-charge myself and to get back what i used to have to be the serene chow. So Desmond! if you see this..better know what to do! i want to shop and party till i drop.

Oh ya! i am so going to pierce my tongue soon despite that my bitches dont allow me to.  Even though they mention that if i did, they will really get pissed off with me. It will be a secret! =X in additional, i am going to revamp my ankle butterfly soon. Need to plan carefully before i am going to eat air and dust for the rest of the month! 

Fucking hell, this sunday better stop raining! “ben xiao jie” wants to go sun tan! BOO!

Till then..

Smokey the cat shot 13 times in head, walks home

MELBOURNE (AFP) – – An Australian cat named Smokey survived 13 shots to the head from an air rifle and then found his way home after what police on Tuesday called a “shocking” act of animal cruelty.

The nine-year-old moggy turned up on his owners’ doorstep bleeding from his head last week, three days after he went missing from the family home in Maryborough, central Victoria.

 A medical examination revealed 13 pellets lodged in his head and face. Sergeant Craig Pearse said it was remarkable Smokey had managed to get home after his ordeal.

 ”This is just a shocking incident where someone either working alone or in a group has shown no regard for animal life and left Smokey for dead,” Pearse said.

 The distressed feline had to be heavily sedated while 11 of the pellets were removed, he said, adding that Smokey was expected to recover.

Animal welfare advocate Hugh Wirth said the incident was “utterly disgraceful”, and that Smokey’s tormentors deserved jail. “

Almost certainly these will be young males around about the age of 18 to 20 who have done this,” said Wirth, Victoria state’s president of the Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. “It’s a pattern that we see throughout Australia and there’s only one way to deal with it — and that’s jail.”

It has been a long time that i tear that much..Uncontrollably..

It just flow out naturally..never felt that pains..that heartache before..

The last time that i had such feeling was with kesper..

Now it happen to me again.. “zhen de lei le”

I hate it..Shall stop all these real soon..

have to..

have to..

latest addition to the CHOW family..chanel [Coco]..

Just one month plus..Born in 29th July 2009..Gender: It’s a girl!

Who wanna be coco’s god mum/dad =D..

Coco still need Leash, Collar, Toys, Comforty bed, gate barriers, dog treats and her food!

2nd Sept is my 1st day of work..frankly..i don’t have the passion to work here at all..

No excitement at all..Dead..Mood less..Basically it isn’t what i really want..

I can say its my bad..i just want to leave purple sage that badly that i just took the job as a replacement..

But i got survive..without income..i am as as dead as ever..

Purple sage still own my pay..people may wonder..serene change her job again..nothing new..

Yes..i have..like i said..luck is not with me..i love working at purple sage but with their cash flow problem..thus holding my salary isn’t a idea place to work and hang on with..

I am so fucking broke and i only get partial pay from them only..Bad year for me.

Sigh..i just have to hang on and bite through the bullet..

Yesterday night have a sleepless night..body is resting yet mind is wondering around..

I hate this kind of guilt build in me..yet..i admit..i cant help it..

Secretly i did hope he had done something about it..yet till now..it wasn’t..

I guess i had been too into it..afterall it wasn’t for real in any aspect..

I should step out from it before i sink too deep in..

I should put things behind me now starting from the every moment now..

I hate fate and i hate myself even more!

My sexy love… (so sexy…)

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can’t think (of anything else I’d rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

Sexy love girl the things you do
Keep me sprung keep running back to you
Who I love making love to you
Babygirl you know your my (sexy love…)

I’m so addicted to how she’s the sweetest touch
Just in love
Still to much say that I simp and I’m sprung on I might be your boy
I can’t you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can’t think (of anything else I’d rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Oh, Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

Sexy love girl the things you do
Keep me sprung keep running back to you
Who I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know your my (sexy love…)

Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin’ til it goes back down
And I don’t know what I would do if I would lose your touch
That’s why I’m keepin’ you around… my sexy love

Sexy love girl the things you do
Keep me sprung keep running back to you
Who I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know your my (sexy love…)

She makes the hairs on the back of my head stand up
Just one touch…

Maybe this decision was a mistake.
You probably don’t care what I have to say.
But it’s been heavy on my mind for months now.
Guess I’m trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person.
But I understand why that can’t be.
I’ll leave you alone for good I promise.
If you answer this one question for me.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

First off let me say congragulations.
Heard that you just had a baby girl.
If she looks anything like her mother,
She’s the prettiest thing in the world.
Swear that I’m not tryin’ to start no trouble.
Tell your fiance he can relax.
I’ll leave you alone for good I promise,
There’s a question I just gotta ask.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,                                                                                                                                                                                                      Anymore, do you?

I know what we have is dead and gone.
Too many times I made you cry.
And I don’t mean to interupt your life.
I just wonder do I cross your mind?

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just realise that i have not been updating my blog for the whole month of July..alot of things had happen in this particular month..However it is more of the bad than to good ones..which i think i can just leave it out..

Luck has been playing with me..what i can say is that i think i lack alot of lady luck for myself..sigh..

Anyway..it has move on..and i think i should strive harder than ever..I am so into finanical crisis now..So broke..=(

Sighs..

Yup..you didnt see it wrongly..

and yes..i have open an account for myself..after god knows like 3 years..

Sigh..time flies…

Life kind of boring too..and im ALONE at the resturant..which totally bored me to the max & nothing new too. Better still..i dont have to face anyone that i dont like or to fake a smile at anyone or to even like fake make  a conservation with anyone even thou for the sake of it..

At least i know that i am true to myself..doing things that i like..

 Looking back..i’m really like missing my previous job as a Catering & Event Executive..

I miss my friends..my babes..the ops team..the clients that i once have the relationship with.

It is not as thou that i cant after i had left Creative..just that i miss working with them..

I miss the times where we curse & swear at our clients when they give us fark up things..

I miss the times where we work hard and play hard together as a team..

I miss the times where i can work with my kids and have craps together..

I miss..

Unlike here at Pilota..im just dealing with all the stingy..fussy..just-want-to-complain AUNTIES & UNCLES.

Its really call “NIAO DAO BUAY SI” people..

Although at Creative..i do have and face such clients…but..at least..the job is much more interesting & challenging.

Having to meet theirs and ours timelines and keeping oursleves busy to the max..

 And at least..for some people..they rememember you and appreciate with whatever that you have done for them. .at least they will say “Thank you..Serene..you have made my event that sucessful”

Thats what i need..a praises and a compliement that make me go longer..

Hmph..if its at Pilota..they will treat you like as thou we should do it for them.

The only priviliges that i can think of working at pilota..is that it is a higher pay compare to Creative..with bonus and claim back of OT hours.. much more staff welfare..much more “me-time”..i guess..

Come to think again..i have been asking myself..

Do i need a job that pays me well..or the enviroment factors is the most important thing..sigh..

Enough of Rant..Time to do closing..

This is what i called..the boring day.

No ones at the cafe..which totally mark down the worst day of the sales..

Ha-Ha..who cares anyway..

The weather is so good today..cloudy..breezy..cooling and this make me feel so lazy..wanted to nua at home for the longest time if i can..with my “chou chou”

Ha-Ha..if people know me well..they will know what is my “chou chou”

Suddenly..am..having this emo thingy in me again..which what im fearful of..the down side of me..

I just like to be left me alone..and i really mean leave me alone..

I wanted to enclose myself that i dont have to answer to anyone that what have i done and what am i doing..

I know people will ask me what happen..blah blah..i can the listening ear for you..blah blah..

I dont need that..seriously.

Even my boy had ask me what has he done again..that make me like that..

Frankly..he has done nothing wrong..it is just me..i guess

I just want to be left alone..i need to find myself back..

I just want to avoid meeting people..or making small talks to anyone..

I just want to hrow my tantrums as and when i like and not having to answer or explain to anyone..

Simply cant be bother with anything thats happening around me..

Feel like crying for no reasons..

I just can’t seem to find a definite answer or a rational explanation to the varying emotions that’s been following me for the longest time.

It’s fluctuating probably like the US stock market, giving my boy, the people around me and myself a hard time. Sigh.
Seriously..i dont know whether you guys feel it that way at times like me…

Well I did like to coope myself at home..or maybe even to an islolated island..

Ha-Ha..Dont get me wrong..i dont have that much money with me that i can just fly to to Phuket or bintan to do so..

Even i have the money..i doubt i can just take a leave or so to do..Work Responsiblilty..and that sucks.

But im glad that Singapore has a so called isolated island..call SENTOSA..ha-ha..

And…thats what i am going to do this Sunday..with one of my beloved babe who love sun just like me…

The weather better to be nice to me..before i will start to curse and swear it..

I guess only my babe have the magical abilities to make me smile..for the time being..

Random..

i so wanted to get myself another tattoo..

so wanted to have my tongue pierce..

So wanted to have my ear pierce..

so wanted to have my hair cut..

and do things that i do not have to answer to anything and that i just want to do it!!!

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.                                                                                                                                                                 Me: Thats True..i would like to have my own personal time thou.

Girls want to control the man in their life.                                                                                                  Grown women know that if he’s truly hers, he doesn’t need controlling.
Me: That’s True…this is what i did to my man..and vice versa

Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn’t.                                                                                                                                                                      Me: That is so true!! Sometime I have forgotten what is call just a sms or phone call away…ha-ha

Girls are afraid to be alone.                                                                                                                               Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.                                                                                                                                                           Me: True..I have always feel that I don’t have enough time for myself.. relationship, family and work commitment tied me down..

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.                                                                                                                                                                                            Me: Well..For this..i am still trying hard..Ha-ha..Perhaps i am just a bitch that has a soft spots towards bastard.. this is bad!

Girls make you come home.                                                                                                                                                                                                  Grown women make you want to come home                                                                                                                                                                             Me: hmm..Don’t know about that..Cause we don’t have a home of ours..

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.                                                                                                                                                            Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.                                                                                                                                                               Me: Well..if i am pretty enough..maybe i will think this way..but in term of treating my man..i guess..i am good enough..

Girls try to monopolize all their man’s time ( i.e., don’t want him hanging with his friends).                                                                                                                                                      Grown women realize that a lil’ bit of space makes the ‘together time’ even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!                                                                                                                                     Me: This is so freaking true..But sometime my man doesn’t think this way.He feel that i had neglected him in a way..But he don’t complain, he just nag..Yet he still let me to have my “personal time” =) and that’s my only man..

Girls think a guy crying is weak.                                                                                                                                                                                              Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue                                                                                                                                                                         Me: well..It’s yes or no for me..i dread guys that cry..yet i can be a listening ear for him..

Girls want to be spoiled and ‘tell’ their man so.                                                                                                                                                                     Grown women ‘show’ him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his ‘manhood’.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Me: Ha-Ha..i am a goddess for this! I can make my man to spoil me..Ha-ha Just joking..

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.                                                                                                                                                               Grown women know that that was just one man.                                                                                                                                                                       Me: True..that’s what i did..=D

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all ‘signs’.
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don’t always love you back-and move on, without bitterness.
Me: hmm..Its again yes and no..Because i just can’t move on without bitterness..Perhaps i need to try harder..

 Conclusion:

Looking back at it now..i did change on my perspective towards my relationship.

i guess its my man that changes me..

Although there are certain “girls thinking” in me..but i guess it’s alright..

Having those “girls thoughts” in me..somehow or rather..it spice up our life..isnit..=)

So i guess..i am a partial grown up woman..

Shall end this post with a grown up me..

*Burp* Have a satisfied lunch just now..and i dont consider as a lunch..i will say its a break-lunch (breakfast cum lunch)..

ya..i know its really late for lunch but what to do..in F&B line we have irregular meals. I can only get to eat after the lunch crowd is over..

Used to it anyway and thats why we will always have gastric problem..

I realise something..most of the people will have a mind-set that those people who work in F&B line has a luxury life than other aspect of work..

Why..because they thought that we can get to eat all the nice yummy food all year round..but let me tell you this is so not true..

It is because we are sick and tired of the resturant food!

Yes..no doubt that the first time we try it..its nice..taste like heaven..good stuff..expensive stuffs..and would definitely crave for it again.

The second time we eat..will find it not bad and it became one of your favourite food that you will  order or you HAVE to order no matter what..

The third time you eat it..you will graducally find that actually it is not as fanatics as it is.

After the fourth..fifth..sixth..time..you will being to hate that food no matter it is lobster..foie gras..etc

And let me tell you..this is really true!

Imagine you like to eat “Mee Pok” and i ask you to eat that for the one whole week.. i can guarantee you thatthe moment you see “Mee Pok” you will run away and wont take a second look at it.

The smell of it will turn you off..Its no joke!

Not only that..in F&B line especially those in front line service..which i mean those who attend to the guests or customers has its own problems too…

If you are lucky enough..you get to attend nice customers who will tip you personally if they like your services which is a bonus to us.

These act as a booster and make us go extra mile.

If you are the unlucky one..you got those unreasonable, fussy customers..i can only say one word..”Sway”.

You have to be at your very best..meaning to say..you got to be polite..at all times..

Even the guests scold, scream, kicking a big fuss on you and using all kind of lanuagues towards you if they are the real farking CB idiots….

You got to bear with all the nonsenses that they made..The only thing you can do is to smile and tell them to refrain themselves for using such languages towards you.. (OMG..you still got to smile ok..!)

And mind you..you got to tell them in a polite way ok..

If they dont stop all the nonsenses..the most you can do is to ask them to leave the premises immediately.

Furthermore you still got to work the rest of the day..with the fake smile on your face..even though you are already dampen by the whole suitation.. so you think how tough can it be huh..LOL

Customer is one of the problems that we face..imagine the long working hours that we have..

Time during the lunch & dinner crowd..where we run here and there..carrying tray after tray of food that is sizzling hot to the customers..not to forget that the food and the plates are heavy..customers hurried us for the food..just because they are hungry..

Worst still..sometime you got burn or scald from the hot plates or the food on the prcoess of delivering..

Not to mention, clearing tray after tray of spoil plates which are all the messy, oily and disgusting stuffs leftover by the customers. Imgaine the disgusting stuffs that got onto your hands while you were clearing..the worst part is that sometime it got onto your clothes!!

Its never been easy at all!

Most importantly, in F&B line..you will lose your freedom..your “me-time”. you will have to sacrifice your weekend..festival seasons like chrismas countdown..new year countdown..public holidays..even like valentine day, anniversary, father & mother day, birthdays..etc..

We have to forgo all these special dates with your love ones, family and friends.

These dates in F&B are the peak dates which no one can take day off unless its urgert matters.

Sigh..me..myself and i have been working in this industry for so long..i have long forgotten what is call holidays..with family and friends..even my love ones.

It is because i got to work during those days which sometimes i felt left out from my friends when they have gathering and i cant join them.

So..dear friends hope you understand my absent for the gatherings..thou i really wish to join you guys..=(

Of course, i am not saying that F&B is not a good industry to work in..in fact like what i mention in my previous post.. it does has their good side of it.

At least to me, it is much more interesting, challenging and fulfilling job.

and..IM LOVIN IT..=D

Yesterday..have a cried-out..

I had saw something which i thought that i wont get upset of..but i was wrong.

Yes..i did cried..tear..but it wasnt that bad anyway..

I was curious at first..did some checking but couldnt see anything from it..

Then i saw those media that was tagged at the profile..and somehow flashes of the past came straight to me..

It just like..a lorry came banging at me..painful..numb..sweets..and unforgetable.

Sweet memories of the past..the painful & heart breaking incidents..

At that time, there is no words that can describle how i feel..

All i can say one word which is “sour”..yes..no doubt about it..its sour feeling..

It has been 2 years plus..i thought i had long forgotten everything..i thought i had moved on.

Until i realise yestereday, there are still bits and pieces still danggling in me..

Memories of us working together, cooking our and my favorite food when we are at home, chill together at our usual hand out after work, supper together, the holding and hugging to sleep..the dote-ness from him, the songs that he had just for me..the promises from him..the sweet stuffs that he spend his time doing it for me..the surprises from him..

I can feel it all at one time

It still lingers in me..yes it does..

The moment i can feel that my tears cant hold back anymore..

I call Ronald..

Had some talks..and tears just roll down..

I was confused and ask him what happen to me..all along i thought i had let it go..

The thoughts of how he treated me that time..i couldnt bring myself to love him again..

He did tried to mend things back once..and somehow i gave him the cold side..and he kicked a fuss over it and saying things like i dont seem to care at all..

I was angry..and i told him that i have my carrer first..and isnt thats what he want me to be..to be more independent..and to forcus on my carrer and not to be so dependent on him..and i did it and i am still doing it..all he relpied was ok..

Then he wishes all the best to me..and i thought that’s it..

But why..why the sour feelings..

Ronald said these to me..”with all the pasts he did to me..he should be humble and not been so demanding towards to me. Furthermore he is the one trying to mend things back and im not his girlfriend anymore..He should treat me better and to gain back my trust towards him..and not to demand too much from my side..”

“somehow i have not let go of everything it is because i have given all my love..my true love towards him..towards our relationship and thats why im feeling upset..”

These words hit me hard..somehow it wake me up too..

With all the things he had done to me previously..he has nothing to demand so much from me..he has nothing at all..

He could have been more understanding..he could have been more “humble” and sincere to try to make things work for us and to gain back the trust.. 

And thats how it should work..not that im trying to hang myself up in the air..

But Its really true that he really has nothing to “talk terms” with me..especially the amount of mentally and pysically hurt that he had done to me..

With those words from ronald..it has slap me hard enough to think through that it could be not the love that i had for him..

It could be mermories that was holding me back..

Yes..it must be..because whenever i happen to hear songs that we once shared..the place where we once step on..the things that he had for me lying on my table..the media from the profile..it hook back the good times..and also the bad time..

Although i wasnt with him that long..compare to my previous relation that i had..

But he is the only one that had make me gone through the roller coaster much more than anyone else..

I am lucky enough that it was my work that help me through the hard times..i had buried myself totally to work..

Thus, i have always told others.. relationships isnt about how long been together..its the quality time that matters..

No doubt about it..i have quality time with him despite all the hurts..and i love him more than any of my previous boyfriends i had..

Enough said..shall let it go..and it shall be..

And from my bottom of my heart..i wish him all the best and to really treasure his one now..

To make myself feel better..i had done some shopping therapy..and it does make me feel better.

Now what i need is to inject some ”pain” in me..so that i can feel even better..

Yes..tattoo and pericing shall and will do the tricks..

Fark care about what others think about me with all these intentions..

Shall post with these songs for him..for me..lastly for us with the memories….

Lastly i shall end these posts and songs with “you’re Beautiful by james blunt”..which happen to  be his favourite song and he “gave” it to me when we started off together..with the song fading slowly..

i shall have those memories that we once shared to fade slowly away too..and start packing up my feeling and really move on..

Pisces is a water and negative sign represented by 2 fishes going in different directions. Before you start wondering, they are definitely not like the Gemini twins, instead the 2 fishes going in 2 different directions typifies the dual nature of those born under this sign – who often intend one thing and do another.

It is extremely difficult to recognise someone borned under the sign of Pisces as all other 11 signs are combined together. In fact, a Piscean will sometimes behave like a Leo and other times like an Aries, Gemini or other signs. There are however traits which all Pisceans have – imaginative, sensitive, caring, intuitive, escapist and weak-willed, just to name some.

Pisceans have alot of moods just like fellow water signs Cancer and Scorpio, The Piscean’s moods varies all the time and they are capable of shedding floods of tears when they feel hurt and can sink into such a mire of self-pity (which they are often prone to), that they are a pain in the ass to be with. But fortunately, just as the sun soon breaks through again, so too the Piscean’s mood will brighten up. As they are weak-willed people who often resort to self-pity, they naturally have low self-esteem which makes them fond of company. It is not often you see a Piscean capable of going shopping or anywhere in the city all alone. There is this need of having companion that runs through all Pisceans. In other words, Pisceans are more dependent than independent.

Emotional and sensitive, Pisceans are kind hearted people who will often spare a thought for others’ feelings except maybe when they are suddenly behaving like a Sagittarius, Leo or some other non-sympathetic signs. They will often put others first, especially their family or sweethearts. As they have great intuition like Cancer and Scorpio, they are very good at understanding the needs and feelings of other people which makes them very nice and kind-hearted friends, They are usually always thoughtful but should beware that helping others and becoming involved emotionally is not always a good thing.

Pisceans are escapists who sometimes tend to be unwilling to face or make decisions and will instead rely on other stronger characters to lead for them. They can also be easily discouraged and influenced as they lack willpower. They need lots of praises to make a success of things but unlike a Leo or Aries who will simply swallow the praises, lock it, stock and barrel, a Piscean will know whether your praise is sincere and deserved. This is again due to their strong intuition and sensitiveness.

As Pisceans are feelings people who use their heart over their head, they are often romantic and never egotistical and usually give more than they ask. Impression, both of themselves and others are often very important to Pisceans. Pisces women usually love and crave attention hence they can appear too showy and proud sometimes. Pisceans often up for the weakest group, which also means that they are sometimes exploited and they always find it hard to say no to others.

Imaginative and often a dreamer, Pisceans can live in fantasy sometimes. They can easily dream of all sort of unrealistic possibilities, many which will never happen. It is also this great imagination that makes Pisceans highly creative people, many whom will excel in arts, design, fashion and any jobs that makes use of creativity.

In relationships, Pisceans of both sexes love to be petted and fussed over and are often very attractive to the opposite sex. They are affectionate, romantic, easy going and often understanding and if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, your Pisces lover will come in handy. You may also find that Pisceans are a little difficult to cope with in relationships sometimes due to their many moods and absorbing of other signs’ characteristics.

Pisces people are highly emotional in relationships and when they fall, they will always fall head over heels in love. Because of this, they sometimes find it hard to distinguish between reality and fantasy. But you can be sure if you have a Pisces lover, he/she will be willing to self sacrifice for you. They often believe in walking the extra mile to make people happy. Pisces are very ideal marriage partners as well due to their love for children and family and most importantly, they are usually very faithful partners.

Cancer and Scorpio are Pisces’ best matches due to similarity while the fire signs (aires, leo, sagittarius) are best avoided as they are total opposites. Earth signs like Virgo, Capricorn and Taurus also usually goes on well with Pisces while the air signs are challenging but more than often, it ends up a failure rather than success.

Water Sign (Cancer, Sorpio, Pisces)
Nature – Emotional
Keywords – Introverts, Feelings, Moods

Water signs are the most emotional signs of the Zodiac. Sensitive, instinctive and romantic, they are introverts who often live in their own world. Hence it’s very difficult to understand them because they don’t reveal much of themselves, they almost certainly have alot of secrets which not even their closest ones will know of. Because they are instinctive and sensitive, more than often they easily understand human subtleties and it’s often very difficult to lie to them as they can see and feel it straight away.

These are the type of people who are complete opposites to air and fire signs. They use their heart over their heads and so often you see them trusting their feelings as a source of truth. They own feelings that are so deep and intense that it is impossible for others to understand it. They are often slow at moving on from setbacks as they like to dwell alot on the past unlike fire signs who can simply let go and move on like nothing ever happened.

Negative energy flows in these signs, hence they are often insecure but will never show it because they can be very self protective of themselves sometimes. They are also often misunderstood for being anti-social or snobish because they have a hard time communicating what is deepn inside of them. Sometimes, they can’t communicate at all due to their passing moods. Water signs have moods that are extremely changeable. They can get irritated for nothing out of a sudden and then smiling happily the next moment. Water signs battle their moods and emotions on a daily basics.

Being sensual, sensitive with intense feelings and passion, water signs are one of the most romantic people you can find. They seek close intimate connections and a soul mate and the last element they would marry for is money. Water signs crave love to feel complete, but that is not to say other material posessions like money and power situations are not important to them. They are often loyal partners in relationships but have a great deal of emotional needs.

Ending a relationship is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.
We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else.
We have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person.
This is what love means…sacrifice.
Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesnt mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped to care.

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can’t have them, but it’s worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them.
Deep in my heart, I’m suffering, knowing that I’ve lost you.
On the outside, I’m living, pretending that I’ve forgotten you.

A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you’re free from any pain, but your hands are empty.
How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?
How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?
How can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?
They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again …

Lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.
A heart breaking isn’t always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..
Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry?

Courtesy from Anthea blog…

On a side note, i felt that i  have not lost everything..yes..maybe alittle..perhaps the love from you..however..In return i had learnt from our failed relation with you. These make me a stronger person and i will treasure whatever i have on hand especially when i have a loving man who love me wholeheartedly and more than i do..=)

Ending this post with one of the song that he had for me when he “asked” to be his one.. he had used this song as a confession and had touched me with his sweet gesture that he had done..one of it definitiely will be the 101 pcs of hand written message & the Sa-ran-hei-yo Lyrcis..where he spend the whole day doing it with miminium sleep after sending me to work that morning…(we were not together yet)

Later that night after my full time job, i went down to Qbar to work as part time.. he hand this to me after work.. Furthermore..that later morning he has to go to bangkok. That night he asked me to give it a thought about us together..And since then that was the begining of us..

Let the photos do the sayings..i shall let these memories run through me for the very last time..the songs..photos..the things he had done for me..

The Absoult Kurant Bottle with the 101 pcs of hand written notes from him..

All the hand-written note by him..

The 101 pcs of “Kesper Misses one & only Serene” & “Serene you are my one & only one love”.

The hand written Sa-ra-hei-yo hand written lyrcis..

The Diva crystal Voda bottle with the 100 pcs of chiva ball bearings..

I love this song..One republic group is so talented..

Apologise is one of my favourite song..but i still like this song “Stop & Stare”..

Read through the lyrcis while listening to this song..its so meaningful..

How i wish someone can teach me how to play this song with a guitar..

Signing off..=)

24th Oct 2008- Saturday

I went for my haircut after my work for like dont know how long..Love my new hairstyle now..Feel so much lighter and fresh..most importantly..cuter and younger! haha..=X shameless..haha.. And my man love the new me..=D

Look at my horrible panda eye..

Close up..Fugly panda eye..

Shorter hair..side fringe..still its fugly smile..

25th Oct 2008 -Sunday

Yeah~..my hammie finally went for her stitch removed..so happy for her..

This little rascal is so naughty that she went to “mugged” with her stitch and partial of her stitch came off.

So no choice got to take her to the vet to have it remove.  After her visit to the doctor, she is so hyper-active! Running here and there like she know that she is fully recover. =D

Here is the update photo of her..

Saw her scar on the cheek..that small little “hole”?

Staring at me..as thou she know that im taking pic of her

Sleeping away after her hyper-running..have you ever seen such a huge, fat dwarf hamster before?? i think only my family has such ones..haha

Dozing away….ZZZzzzzZZZZ.. hammie Dreaming: “im so happy that i can stuff more food into my cheeks pouch now..ZzzzzZ…”

27th Oct 2008- Monday

I am exremely happy on this day..why?? Because I had a small shopping therapy with Natalia..As usual both of us are late..Nothing new anyway..haha..met her straight at Far East..had our yu kun..then proceed to shopping..shop..shop..shop..went over to taka..then shop shop and shop..final stop we had our dinner.. at Crystal Jade la-mian..then home sweet home as both of us got to work the next day..

Had a huge damage to my pocket ..but it worth it..cause im making ourselves happy like who donts..i have a surprise for everyone..let the photos do the sayings..=D

Ta-da..Finally did it.. everyone is like freaking scare me by saying alot of nonsense to me of the piercing..but people who know me when i wanted to do it. i will just go ahead which i fark dont care about it..haha.. yeah!! Ok..the next one will be my 3rd tattoo..still searching the design that i like..

Im so into mousey things lately..how can i resist this??!! Cute huh..

One of the outfits that i bought..Natalia dont dare to wear this..she find it too retro..hahah..which for me..it look fashionable!..

with the overall pairing up with my new shoes..

This is my damages..2 dresses, 2 shoes, 2 shorts, 2 belts, 1 high waist jean, 1 bag, and 1 mousey necklance.. Total: $355++ Got to tighten my wallet already..sad

Yes..i am bored..and No..i am not into myself..just that my lappy have these photos only ..

The rest are in my hard disk!

gloated..swollen..yes..with whatever term that you can name it…i have gotten myself to 45kg..Jean cant fit in as like last time..its just my hip area..NBC*FU**KING stupid idiot..

Nvm..to make myself feel better, it must be the water retention..plus i’m having my monthly auntie visit..that why I’m swollen..yes it must be..after the auntie visit..it WILL go away..sigh..

Halloween night..nothing special..saw all sort of funny, creative, interesting costumes..club houses..was crowded than the usual time which i hate it..i had a boring Halloween night..maybe i am not used to it..because at this time..i will be working my ass off but i’m not..

Work is boring as usual..working morning shift throughout this week..My man went back for reservists..and left me 2 weekends to do nothing..maybe shall plan to go sentosa..to have my “me time”. But weather doesnt seems look good..changes like roller coaster..sigh..

My stomach has not been very cooperative with me..lots of “winds” in me causing me to have upsets stomach.. and i cant poo it out..damn it..

Life sucks lately..kind of lost my direction, aim, goal..basically i dont know what i want now..sigh..how?!

My lappy has change a new keyboard..i can use the question mark already..yeah~!!..hahaha…i shall use it symbol as much as i like now..

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so randomm..

Damn it..why is it that when i have the feelings to poo yet i cant go..!!! ArrghhHh..wrong timing?!

Am at work now and there is no one to look after..i cant just go to the toilet.. -_-”

It has been a few days already and now finally the feelings has come yet…..!!!

Hate this kind of feelings.. Really TMD! !@#$#@!~

Sigh..Yesterday slept very early..think around 10+  but sub-concussionly i overheard my mum and sister conservation.

My sister is going japan for a week holiday..sigh..why does she always get to go nice countries..especially right now japan is going to be winter..

Like what people always rant about..”tong ren bu tong min” direct translate “same person but different fate”

Anyway..i will have my turn soon! Hmpfh..

Tomorrow will be result for my HDB balloting..kind of nervous..

My friend had applied on the same day as me…and she will be getting the result on the same day as me too.

Yesterday she msn me to remind me to check for the results and also mention that if i really got my flat ballot successfully..she can forsee that i will be getting ready to be married soon.

Seriously i had never see myself getting married that early, not because i still wanna have my martial status to remain single and still wanna “play”. But it will be more of my work carrer as well as the financial status.

Hmm.. thou i did plan like to get married at the age of 25 and this is like what i had set for myself..

However ever since i had started working, the mindset that i had had changed.

And of course due to the previous encounter towards relationship did make me change too.

Shall see how it goes, if its mine, it will be..let nature run it course. anyway..even if i get my ballot successfully, the flats wont be ready for collection. Still got a few years to go. =D

Miss my man..

News Article..Vietnam suspends plan to ban small-chested drivers

HANOI, Vietnam – Faced with mounting public criticism, Vietnam’s Health Ministry suspended a widely ridiculed plan to ban short, thin and small-chested drivers.

The ministry had recommended that people whose chests measure less than 28 inches (72 centimeters) be prohibited from driving motorbikes _ as well as those who are too short (less than 4 feet, 8 inches) or too thin (less than 88 pounds).

When the plan hit the media this week, it prompted disbelief and scorn among members of the public, who envisioned the police pulling over female drivers to measure their bust.

Thursday’s state-run Tuoi Tre newspaper quoted ministry official Nguyen Huy Quang as saying the proposal would be suspended.

The above had said it all..its really NB loh……………………….

Got to re-pierce my ear again..didn’t even notice that it had dropped..

Now i cant put in any ear-stub at all because it had “close” already..Fark!!!!

So wanted to do it after work..but got to wait till Saturday.CB!

Guess what, the US election has ended!! Barack Obama has won!!

 3 Cheers for Obama!! Hip Hip Hurray!!x3

Vote is 256 – 163!! OMG!!

Obama has won California, Colorado, Connecticut, Delaware, the District of Columbia, Florida, Hawaii, Illinois, Indiana, Iowa, Maine, Maryland, Massachusetts, Michigan, Minnesota, Nevada, New Hampshire, New Jersey, New Mexico, New York, Ohio, Oregon, Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, Virginia, Vermont, Washington and Wisconsin.

McCain had Alabama, Arizona, Arkansas, Idaho, Kansas, Kentucky, Louisiana, Mississippi, Montana, Nebraska, North Dakota, Oklahoma, South Carolina, South Dakota, Tennessee, Texas, Utah, West Virginia and Wyoming. That is so happening..!

If were to ask me to vote, i would go for him too.

Reason why..??

He has the capability to help & lead the nation especially the US  economic crisis, two unfinished wars and global uncertainty.

He is the america’s first black president (although he is a mix-African-Americans ) president for US..not that I’m stereotyping, it is because the US community believe in whites more than blacks. This is still happening in their country. If Obama is being elected, he can help US community to change their mindset towards racism! Just like Singapore now!

Lastly, he is a young and charismatic chaps as compare to MacCain (who is 72 years old already!) .. 

You folks must be wondering seen when did i become so into politics and nations. Haha i can tell you, i don’t know also. Haha

Sigh..Anyway my flat ballot is out..cant get any flats.

My queue number is like 8640 whereby flat offered 635 only.

so..got to wait for the next one..which is the upcoming BTO (Build To Order Scheme) for punggol. =)

Well..god is telling or giving us signs that we got to wait longer..Its not the time to consider marriage yet..=X

Like i told my friend..if we get it, we can start planning and who knows its the time..

If we didn’t get it, then i will just have to tell my man..”you got to try harder baby!!” ha ha..=X

Another side note, i know people has been asking me isn’t that i am too rush into the marriage whereby both of us are not together that “long”. Some even like so ridiculous to mention that is it because see-ing others getting married.. i just wanted to chip in the fun of it. OMG!! For god sake Please!

I can tell you..NO! like i mention before..relationship is not about how long being together.

Its just like married couples, or some relationship can be as long as 10 freaking years..end up what do they get? Divorce, separation, break up? Even married couple, till the day they died/separated/divorce, they may not even know each other well..Whats does that tell? *shrug shoulder*

Relationship is all about the time spent together, the quality time with each other and how well you know each other..

Both of us has known each other for a very long for like near to two years..

He was after-ing me for like a year plus?..i just didn’t accepted him however we just remain very close which is our status neither here or there..Only till now i had accepted him fully..

He is a really a good man which is totally different type that i had before..

He is much more of the understanding & compromising man..and of course he is more mature compare the previous i had.

We hardly ever quarrels in fact we dont because he is always that compromise towards me..sometime i do admit that i can be very unreasonable and have short temper..He can just let me vent my rubbish, temper towards him.

Of course, if i really went overboard or its really my fault. He will talk sense into me. And folks..its TALK/COMMUNICATE, not the usual QUARREL! Totally different from my previous one.

The amazing things is that i will listen to him..Maybe he is old already (hes 30 haha). Basically he had went through what we are going through. =)

Most importantly,he gave me the freedom and space that i need. Even though some guys doesn’t like their girls to go club houses, he is totally not like them.

He does does not like me to go such places, no doubt about that.  I were to say that 95% of the guys do not like their girls to go such places. However my man doesn’t refrain me from doing so because he knows that i need my own private spaces,  my own  ”me-time” and most importantly he knows this is who i am when he know me. He knows that I’m a clubber with my friends. He accepted and he trust me and our relationship. He knows that i wont abuse our trusts.

I can dare to say that if we were to be married, he will not stop me from visiting such places and neither will i do that! of course i know where’s my limit too. I cannot aspect myself to be in my late 40s and still trying to club like a youngster. LOL!

Of course he has his flaws too. And who doesn’t have any? Everyone does..its a matter of some changes and acceptance..

I have to thank god/fate/destiny to bless me with such a good man. I believe he is the one. =)

Enough said..

So folks..please..stop throwing all these questions/doubts at me.. because firstly its none of your business..Secondly i believe he is the one..Lastly, i do appreciate the concern that you folks have for me but i know what i’m doing..=)

All i need is your supports and blessings, that’s all =) No offences!

PLEASE! Stop judging people by the surface!

Seriously, I’m sick and tired all these shit.

Don’t you guys think that its not fair to that person by just see-ing by their looks or by the words that they said? Is it fair?

If i judge you guys by that way, how would you feel?

People have ever thought that I’m young which just because I’m like fucking LOOK young..and just judge me by thinking that I’m not experience/capable towards my job..

YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG!

I know that i have all the capability to do alot of things! Don’t ever underestimate me because i will prove you wrong!

So what if i make mistake?! That doesn’t conclude that I’m not up to my job. At least i will admit and learn my mistake that i will not repeat it again.

People judge me by the way i think and talk, come on..this is a free-speech country! I can project how i feel and think. I didn’t ask you to agree what i said.

This is an individual thing, you cant make all the people to think the way that the majority will thinks.

Every single species in the world is special, indiviual and has its own creativity.

Everyone have their own mindset and thinks differently. Its just like everyone has different ambitious, goal of their life.

I like F&B line, don’t ask me to change my job just because F&B is not reliable and has no career prospect..

So what even if accounting job is better and has more career prospect than F&B. It still narrow down to what i like!

So what if i have tattoo on me..that doesnt conclude that im a bad person nor im a ah lian.

So what if i have serveral piercing, that doesnt conclude that im a punk..

So why should you judge me by my own relationship thinkings and wants.

So why should you judge people by all these?!  You have no rights!

If those people who know me for that long/close to me and still judge me by that way..

I’m very disappointed with you..because i think you have not know me well enough.

Enough Said! Fark off bitches!

15th Nov Saturday

Over the weekends..was so-so only..the only thing that i am really upsets about is my freaking hp is spoilt..cant ring at all when people calls/msgr me..cant listen to my mp3 songs..And this equals to buy new hand phone = spend money..Not only that i am using a ku-ku phone which is really antique! NOKIA 8310..can you imagine that?! It doesnt have any functions at alll. The only one that they have is their phone game is SNAKE! OMFG! How antoque can it be.. seriously..fark up man! Arghh..

Anyway went to butter factory..wasn’t that fantastic as what i thought of..the music was kind of off..my babes was like condem them in their lists..Laughs.. As for me, i had a small catch up with my ex-collegue (villa Bali) and that make me happy =D

Before that I had meet up with natalia for some shopping as i wanted to get a pair of new working shoes. So met her at bugis junction and walk over to bugis village. Freaking alot of people due to the school holiday now.

As usual burn a hole again..sigh.. Bought a new working shoe, did a manicure. pedicure, a silver shades which is a very good bargain, a red top..that’s all.

After the long hours of walking, squeezing, shopping..i had a sudden craving for Siam Kitchen food and kind of miss my used to admire man Desmond =X So We headed there for our dinner and chatted with him. For just two persons only, we had thai milk tea, lemongrass drinks, black olive fried rice, thai-style glass noodles, beef noodles, Tako yaki(compliementary from des) and red ruby for desserts. And guess what, the total bill was just $16++ Laughs! Gave a shock of my life! It is because my “darling” desmond only bill us on the olive rice and beef noodles. On top of that, he still gave us a 20% off the bills.. *GRINS*

And of course as usual, cam-whore with her while waiting for food..Heh Heh..

16th Nov Sunday

Sunday usually is my nua day because i will usually sleep till very late especially after my club. After i woke up,i had a craving for Alio Olio, thus called my man and whined to him that i wanted to eat that. He had no choice but to come over to my house to cook for me *grins*

Aftermath, we headed down to Tampiness Ikea to kill time..and also went to giant to buy some groceries and home sweet home.. Anyway upload some overdue photos..enjoy!

Taken @ Majestic Bar on Halloween night

With one of my buddy that will always protect me Danny- “ Da neh”

With the buy one get one free package us..

By Law, we should have our fun @ MOS before it close down

Vain Pot..

Hi..finally im back to blog mood..

Sigh work is really getting out of hand..so many events going on..both internally & externally..furthermore we have only 3 persons running the events plus the restaurant operation. How ironic can it be? Just hate year end..because it will just have so many party and events..

Worse still..one of my colleague is sick and she is on mc for a week..and this mean that i have to stretch my working hours..for this whole week i have been working like straight 11 hours?! how crazy can it be?! sigh..restaurant operation is just different from normal working jobs..

Enough of rants..shall post some photos over the last weekends..

7th Nov Friday

Had a meet up with preggie lady of mine..jesyln..for dinner after my work..we had our dinner at TCC bugis and had some gossips and updates on my previous company..Dinner is good..photos will do the sayings..

Her Lasagna..

This preggie lady has some craving for this..so i order this to satisfy her..Chicken breast with pumpkin puree..not bad thou..

Tiramisu..the Kahlua is so strong..

8th Nov Saturday

My man had strike 4D on Saturday..Haha..so he treated me to Sun & Moon restaurant to eat. Food not bad.. Pricing slightly steep..but worth it..Rate 4/5

BBQ Pork cheek..he eat that not me..I’m a “halal” person.. i dont eat pork =)

Sushi..Avocado soft shells Sushi..my favorite..

Steam egg..this is so so damn nice..you saw that small pot there..its the stocks for you to pour onto the egg..this is so good..thumb up!

9th Nov sunday

Had a small gathering with pilota staffs at marche..aftermath we had some shopping at Vivio City..had brought a couple of clothes..Had 1 high waists demin skirt, 1 white top and a maxi dress..sponsor by my man..=X..*grins*

Totally in love with this maxi dress cause it show my assests out..haha..eddice!! i still have neh neh hor!! LOL..

Lately im in love with leggings..and on top of that,,some agents here mention that i had slim on..how cool can this be!! haha..so random.. Cant wait for saturday to come..Butter factory!! here i come..!! Ciaos..

Leggings make my thigh look slimmer..haha

That stupid old man monkey pissed me off yesterday..

So angry that i refuse to talk to him till now..

Never mind shall not talk about it..he better be apologetic to me before i flare again..

Im a tigeress!! Laughs..

Anyway..Daddy finally decide to help me re-paint my room..Its gonna be purple~..*Grins*

But daddy refused to change the furniture for me..*Pout*

Anyhow cant wait to see my room tonight and definitely cant wait to get myself a house so that i can do whatever i want for the furniture..and have the whole ware-drone for myself.

Im so terribly upset over a comment yesterday..which is ..someone mention that i put on weight.. He mentioned that my face used to be a ‘V’ shape..now it is a ‘U’ shape..

Someone please kill me now..with all my dieting and controlling doesn’t seem to be effective at all..

Never mind, on the console side..they didn’t see me when i first join Pilota..i had ”lost” some weight there..i was disgustedly chubby and fat..At least i make “some” progress..

Really KNN! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i shall start chanting these words into my head..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am not hungry”..

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

“I am going to shed some weight off”

SIGH…

Shall post some “skinny”self-take photos to make myself happy..Before you folks start to question me why my clothing seem to be the same..well it is because i bought all the tops of the same designs. It is just different in color only. Promotion..!! 2 for $20..How can i resist it?! =X

Cleverage make us look better..”The eyes” will take note there than to see ‘U’ shape.

Messy hair also help to to take away the ‘U’ shape face

The pose with the camera capture also help too.

On the side note, my room is done with the painting. It is much more brighter and clean..due to the coverage of the yellow white wall..

Daddy is so free enough that he painted the living room too..

Have a peek at my room..=D

Ta-Ta~..See the color difference..?

Today mark a very important day of my life..if it is successful and get what i want..it will totally change my life..It does make a impact of my life.

Shall not go any further, if it is good news..i shall post it on the next post..=)

Everyone..sisters..folks..guys..please start praying for me..pray for me that i can get what i want, hope and start a new journey and life for myself..

*Finger crossing*

I am going to have wars with my weight now..

i shall cut away all my carbo taking..no more of that..

I shall declare this is the start of the WARS!!!!

Current: 45kg

Target: 40kg

By: 1st Jan 2009 (a month time to shed off!)

FARK THOSE FATS..

Dear Folks..

Currently busy with internal events and operations..therefore shall seize the updating for the time being till further notice..haha..Dont miss me..

Cheers!!

QUICK REPLY:

Dear Mag, Cant post it yet cause i don’t want to jinx it if i reveal the news..=X Being very “Pang Dang” (superstitious)..Ha-ha Bear with me..I will update if it is really confirmed! Promise..In the mean time, Please pray for me ya..ha-ha..As for the gathering, I’m fine with anything..keep me in post via sms ya..=X

Drain out……..Totally..

Don’t fucking waste my presious time and ask me to do redundant things.

Fucking use your brainless brain to think before you ask me to.

Fucking CB ask me to do food tags and still dare to deny that you didn’t ask me to.

I should have pretended that i didn’t hear anything or act dumb so that i wouldn’t have been doing so much redundant things.

If you think you are smart in any way..and think that your running of operation is better than me, just because you are a F&B manager.

YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG! CAUSE “BEN XIAO JIE” HAS BEEN TRAINED..LEARNED THE HARD WAY AND KNOW MORE THAN YOU THOUGHT..SO DON’T TRY TO QUESTION ME ON MY CATERING EXPERIENCE..IT IS BECAUSE YOU ARE INSULTING ME!

You are just a fucking small flies helplessly flapping your worthless wings around my ear..by just protecting your own fucking position that you have now.

If you are so worried about your position then fucking quit now..because you are just not helping anyway..

Fucking hell..wasting my energy to get pissed off with such stupid idiot things..and this is why i am fucking pissed!

DON’T GO OVER BOARD AND TEST MT LIMIT JEFFERY KONG..BECAUSE “BEN XIAO JIE” IS HAVING HER PMS NOW!

My Godson is born!!

He is so so cute..Love him to bits..

Shall let the photos do the saying..

The angelic look..

The Fatherly look..

He is sleepy..Yanwz..

So cute!!

Ta-ta!

I am on Mc today..Laughs..like so much of the coincidence right..

Well..it was kind of sudden..Laughs..i had a very bad dizzy spell, feeling nauseous right after visiting my god-son and jeslyn.

I guess i didnt eat well and plus having my menstruation thus my blood pressure and sugar level punch down like crazy low.. Haha..

In the end when i reached home, i was practically hugging my toilet basin when all the black cloud was like hovering over me..

After i managed to get slightly better..i quickly change and lied down on my bed still with my make up on..

Called my man and told him i wasn’t feeling well..and that kind of sickly nauseous feeling sucks to the max..

After lying on the bed for an hour, forced myself to wash off my make-up..and this is the time i was hugging my toilet bowl vomit-ting away..laughs..cold sweats broke out..and that’s will what happen whenever my blood pressure punch down..i will puke..laughs..like pregnant woman like that..

After the wash-up, told daddy i was feeling giddy and asked for medical oil..was being scolded for not eating well and just work without good rest.sigh..then mummy make some powder-ry thing for me to drink..yucks..and right after that concussed..=X

3 things that make me happy & 1 things make me sad..

A taxi driver who drove me home and one of jesyln relative mention that i was pretty..Laughs..shameless me..

Thus told my old man about it and guess what he said..

Me: “you know what..so funny today..there is two people..mention that….i was..blah blah”

Old man: ” I think they are not awake lah..or too dark that they couldnt see you well..”

Me:” KNN..!@#$%^&*&^%$”

My current weight..is 43kg now..=X

Brought a new hp LGS360..its a cool phone..that i really love it..will post if i have a chance.

Lastly..i lost my Sony Camera which was bought by my old man..and its not cheap at all..=(

On the side note: Happy Birthday Natalia!! =D

Nowadays..it seems like i am really getting old..

Yes..i know..its ridiculous to mention that i am old whereby im only like 24 only.

But sometime i cant help to admit that my health is getting abit cranky and failing on me.. Laughs..

I am like experiencing grandmother illness..

For example now i am having very sore backache..whenever i bend down to carry/pick things..the sore-ness is killing me..

If i were to stand too long, my feet aches..

If i were to picks thing from the floor and get up too fast..i will experience giddy..

If i were to work or party till long hours..it make me very tired..which is totally unlike me when i was the younger then..

Sigh..

Yesterday night..which i dont know what gets into me..perhaps it was my PMS..

I had a small arguement with my old man..Laughs..my poor old man..

It was that sudden moment..i felt so neglected by him..felt so insecure..felt so frustrated with him, me and our relationship..felt that he is not putting efforts into our relationship, felt that both of us are taking our relationship for granted.

Seriously i don’t know what get into my mind..i had actually refused to talk to him despite him trying to contact me after i had message him all the nonsense stuffs.

After the number-eous call from him, then i decided to pick up the calls.

We had a good talks..and i got better..Laughs..seriously..i think woman is just an emotional creature..

Sometimes..i myself don’t even understand what i want and how i feel..i guess it was a moment of hormones acting within me..Laughs..

Sorry old man..for making you “panic”..i don’t wish it to happen also..=X

Perhaps..like what you mention, maybe i am too free..need to find more program for myself. Laughs

But i guess..you had know me better in person already right..=D

Love you..

Seriously..fuck up with the my health man..

Now i can a bad tummy-ache..and had been in & out of toilet like don’t know how many times..

There is nothing for me to clear already..and what I’m clearing is all water..which literally call “lao sai”

Worse still tonight..i got to work till 10..and i have a freaking 30pax buffet at my cafe..how to endure!?

Damn it!!

Speaking of that, i got to run to the toilet already..Arghhhh..

Yes..i have finally dragged myself to see doctor after a total of 4 days of torture of my runny tummy-ache..

I have a stomach flu plus tons of “wind” inside that cause all the running of toilets, nausea feelings after each small meals and the bloat-ness within me.

I have also have a check on my sore backache..and its just some muscle sprain due to the frequent inappropriate positions of carrying things.

Therefore sisters..i am not pregnant! Laughs..

Now..I can only eat  light, small and easier-to-digest food for a week..

Other than that..i guess i am fine..hopefully i can recover soon..and because of all these stomach flu, i have lost some weight..*beams*

 My pants, jeans has loss-en compare to other time that i wore..even my colleaguee mention that my hips has gotten smaller..*beams happily*

Oh ya..i have re-dye my hairs..no fancy color..it’s just back to blue-black.

I have some highlight on my hairs..and see-ing my color is not here and there..decided to make it all black. =X

Hmm..am thinking of re-bonding my hair..should i?

I am literally rotting myself away at the cafeteria..

I so wanted to scream my lungs out..”I AM SO FUCKING BORED HERE!!”

Yes!! And again..there is no  people here..this is so unusual when i was working in CE.

At this time, i will working till my “undies soaking wet”..but now i am like seating here at my desk surfing net till my ass sore..!

I am like rotting here till i am really getting sleepy..feel like killing myself now..i am so not a person that do nothings..and wasting my time here..

Anyway..just so random updates..

Last Saturday, i went down to expo to help  CE event..They are operating their mobile cafeteria selling snacks foods..

I was asked to report at 7am to prepare..and the surprise thing is that i thought i will be alone with the operation team..But who knows that my babe Natalia was asked to come down too..I was so damn happy to see her because i know that with this crazy babe here at work..we will have lots of fun..and Indeed we had the fun selling things away..

That event was meant for some Buddhism ceremony and had some sort of “preaching”. It was quite a big event as it operate from Hall 2-Hall 6. There were 30 000 people attending this ceremony. The devotes came from various countries like  Malaysia, Taiwan, Hong kong, Indonesia, Brunei and other southeast Asia.

And of course the sales were pretty good..We had made $6076..*Bleam* Alvin “daddy” mention that he will take out a portion of the sales to organise a BBQ for the operation team plus the sale teams too..as some sort of Christmas celebration. =)

Oh ya! A couple of funny incident  happend when we were at the cafeteria..as there were 30 000 people attending the ceremony and of course..the cafeteria was kind of busy..Guess what..i really got to kusos to our dear lawerene teo..

In the mid-of confusion and slaming of people who buy things from us..Lawerence suddenly shouted to us..

Lawerene: “One coffee..Two Tea”

Me: “okay!” ..Coming!

Lawerene: “And also..One chicken..One Sandwich..”

Me: hmm???

The next moment, all of us were like burst out laughing away..For one moment..all of us had the same  sign..which is this -___-”

We know that he wanted a Chicken Sandwich but somehow or rather he asked for a Chicken and a Sandwich..

I can tell you this is really the joke of the day.

Not only that..We had display the sugar and creamer for them to self-service..

There is this lady ask us what is the yellow packet meant for..and i was about to tell her its creamer..in chinese is called “Nai Jin”

You know what my dear lawerence said..”Auntie..its “Niu Nai Fen”.. direct translate which is milk power..

I can tell you..i was like O.0  plus this -_-”

He arh..really make my day at work man..

Not only that..after we had close the cafeteria..Natalia, Shuying, Hussian, lawerene and me were having some chit chat at the kitchen..

We were laughing at some issue about his own teeth..guess what..my dear lawerence was laughing his head off and his “fake teeth” drop out and landed onto the floor. This time we really laugh our whole guts out man..Really saluate to him..Really kusos to him..

Of course..how can we end this update with no photos..=D

with natalia..

Being Vain..

I had bought myself a Hello Kitty Wallet..Nice? I only like the bling bling..

Simple..

With the word Hello Kitty..

I GOT MY AWS YESTERDAY..!!!! FOR MY WHOLE WORKING LIFE IN ME..I HAVE AWS!!!

OMFG!!!

19th Dec -Friday..

it was Chef Dominic birthday and the girls (Natalia, Sarah and me) decide to give him a surprise celebration.. Of course, i was the one who coordinate what time to meet.

We decided to meet at Barrosa (located at esplanade)  which is the newly opened outlet by CE. And poor him got to work on his birthday so we shall go there instead..I can say Barrosa is quite a nice place to chill..Their food is not bad! Had tried their Nachos although its not up to my fussy taste bud of mine..But i felt that it is not bad..As it is newly open, there is of course improvement need to be done..for example like services and others..So dear folks do drop by there to support as it is strongly recommend by me! If you had went there before and had encountered bad experience from them, do bear with them and give them some time to improve.. =D

Nice Signature..very eye-catching!

Open bar concept..overall layout is very Australia style..

Nice menu book..i love their “vines-leaves” border (pardon for the poor photo quality)

Their beverage menu..their logo is so pretty..give me inspiration to design my upcoming tattoo..

My coffee..look at the sugar being done..Ill go ga-ga such things!

I call this sugar stacko..

Sample of the sugar..

And of course..must post a photo of the birthday man right..=D Happy Birthday Dom!

22nd Dec-Monday

Yesterday end work pretty early and my man happen to be off  also. He had a sudden craving for WarakuPasta..So yeah..we decided to have a “date”  at hereen to ease his cravings=D.. Food was ok, perhaps yesterday was real busy..the food quality wasn’t up to the previous time we had at The Central. Nervelessly we had enjoy our dinner . We had order our favourite  ”must order” Corn Soup, Tuna Salad and our indiviual pasta. As we were pretty hungry, i forgot to snap the soup..=X  The overall cost us $63+ include a Oloong tea that i order..If you find that it is to0 expensive especially ladies, dont fret..They have this ladies night where every 4 ladies dine in, they will entitle 50% off the bill..! Amazing huh..So sisters..shall we plan of the days?

Don’t be deceive by this bowl of salad..

It is because its a VERY BIG bowl of salad..I can tell you its a sharing portion for two! It gave me a shock when they send us this salad.

Him tossing the salad..hate him looking at people like that..so ugly..so uncle..

His Basil Salmon Tomato Pasta..

Eye-ing on his pasta.. HIM: “can we eat yet??”

My Crab Cream Pasta..Crab is juicy and tender!

After dinner..we went to walk around orchard to see the Christmas lighting..which is freaking alot of people..

Mountain people.. Mountain Sea..

And i bought myself a Red head band..Haha..to prepare for chinese new year and it matches with my working attire….=X

I am really getting fairer! And i hate it..

And i shall plan to go sentosa tomorrow as i am off tomorrow..to make myself tanner!

P.S: this year Chrismas is a boring season for me..Im not working and i have no program..Sigh..

I have alot of updates to do..but i am too tired to do so..

I am having a very terrible headache and i cant think now..

Shall update posts once i am feeling better asap..

Merry X’mas to all..thou i know its belated.

Happy New year everyone!!

Welcome 2009..and Bye 2008..

Couldn’t believe that in a blink of eyes..it’s already 2009 already..

At this point of time, Everybody has their own 2009 new year resolutions to think about and trying to get them done..

Laughs..however it’s kind of useless for me because looking back at 2008 i don’t think i have accomplished most of them..and that’s so me..

Anyway..although i wouldn’t want to set my own 2009 resolutions..i would like to plan it..

Yes..”PLANS” is the word..because plans are subjected to change..aren’t they..=X

So..this is my new PLANS for 2009..

1. To lose 4kg off me..as usual for god know like how long.. 

2. To have a better prospect and stable career

3. To own a car which i don’t mind a second hand ones

4. To have a car licence so that i can drive on my car..that’s goes without saying

5. To have eye lasik done so that i wouldn’t need to spend so much money on contact lens

6. To save up $3000 by this year

7. To have a home that i call my own

8. Want my family, friends and my love ones to stay healthy and happy

9.Want to have better health for myself so that i don’t need to spend so much money on medical fees (last year i had spend at least $1500 at  hospital..NB)

10. To have a Coach bag

11. Last but not least..to earn lots of money  and have big fat bonus like who don’t want..

Yup this is my plan for myself..hopefully it will be fulfilled =D

Last week..i had received a rare email from one of my ex-CE colleague by the name of Roger Tan Lai Huat..

The email was like this..

YUPPIE!
Happy New Year’s Eve!!!
I hope everyone is excited to put 2008 aside and look foward to 2009!!!!!

Shawn,
Please get married soon now that you have your car. Follow in Pei Pei’s footsteps. 

Sylvia,
Pray for more sales so that our bonus will hit the roof next year.

Serene,
May you grow taller and stop your dieting. If you are fat, then pigs weigh like feathers.

Nathalia,
May you find your Indonesia boyfriend soon.John,
Hope that you get attached soon as well! You like Indonesia girls?

Jes, Hope you have another baby soon! One is never enough!
Devon,
Erm. Just hope that you have more time for partying.
And maybe off on all the eves’ and holidays! Hahaha
Ok, shouldn’t ask for the moon maybe.A brand new start for everyone! Huat ah!!!

This cheeky clown Tan Lai Huat..really marks my day when i saw this email..Somehow or rather..i miss them so much..

And i am really missing the good old times that we work together..sigh..

WEY.. GUYS LET”S HAVE OUR CRAZY GATHERING SOON!!

Anyway..how did i celebrate my Christmas and new year eve?

It was nothing much..Christmas eve i was with my old man together with his friends.

As for New Year Eve, i had a small gathering with my ex-starhub colleague.

We had steamboat at Bukit Timah, then proceed to Bryan’s house for chills and MJ.

I played MJ for the 1st time with them although it wasn’t really my 1st time playing.. 

Freaking hell i had like “Bao-Tai” two times in a row in just one night! which i lost $6.70..

This show that i am sucks in MJ, 2009 isn’t a good year for me to gamble..and most importantly there is nothing call beginner luck..it’s bullshit! Laughs..

After MJ till 5am plus, we call it a off and went home straight..

I was so tired that i K.O onto the bed..all the way till late afternoon.

Nua-ed at home all the way and played with my good old ham ham of mine. She is just so cute!!

After that i went out with my parents to Chinatown..It been ages that i went out with my parents.. It feel good! We had our dinner at Chinatown and it was   rice..The amazing things is that i had craving for that since last week..and i had fulfilled my cravings!! Cant be happier than that man..Laughs =D

Oh!..did i mention that i bought a new hamster call miao miao? Yes, i did it again..=D and it’s a “He”

He is just so timid that whenever someone goes near him..he will squeak very loudly and it’s all the way..

Sigh..never mind i will still love him..

Here is my goody old ham ham..

Ham: “hmm what is this??”

Ham:”woo..it’s a wheat biscuit!! Yum yum!”

Ham: “I am so going to gobble all this into my trusty goody old cheek pouch of mine!! “

Ham: “Munch munch..”

Ham: “Oh..it is getting messy here..My beautiful soft fur has crumbs on it..better clean up all the crumbs on my whisks and body 1st..”

Ham: “lalalalal..alalala~ clean..clean clean..” I Love her doing cleaning..its so cute!

Ham: ” Lalalalal…lalalala..oh..my back got to clean up too..”

Ham: “Oh..are you taking photos of me..?” I Love this ultimate photos of her! So cute..Laughs..

Last Sunday, I went for some photo shoots for one of my sisters ah wen..She is doing some project  for her own and she need some “models” to help her on it.The theme was something associate with heart or somethings . Therefore we wore red dress and we pose such a way that it is like the ECG chart.. We had a very tiring yet fun day at the studios..!! Cant wait for the edited photos from her..

Shall give you folks a glimpse of what we did that day..will have to wait till all the edited photos from her then i will post it up..so wen..better send it to me hor!

After the shoots, i went down to attend my god son baby shower..He is definitely growing very well and he got bigger in size! Laughs..

He wore the Mummy’s little pumpkin jumper that was bought by me & nat!! =D

He really look like his dad..his “yen shen” is so him..

Time to sleep!

I cant believe i am so crazy enough to take a cab home  just to watch the last episode of little noya..

Even with the peak hour and the traffic jam..i insisted to take a cab home so as to watch it on time..

This is so crazy..the ending kind of confusing..should have shown chen xi’s, liu yi-dao, yu zhu’s life too..

The ending is kind of  so “rush”..disappointing!

Anyway..chinese new year is coming..i got to start cleaning my waredore..

It is so messy..so many things to do..sigh..

I am so going to be busy before this chinese new year.

A lists of things that i need to do before Chinese New Year and i am so going to be broke!

 I need to pack and clean up my waredore

I need to apply leave for my medicial check up on the 16th Jan which is another hole in my pocket

 I need to cut my hair before chinese new year prob on the 16th Jan after my check up

 I need to change RM money as i am going back to malaysia on the Chinese New Year

 I need to shop for some chinese new year clothes!

 I need to change my ham ham cages before i go back malaysia

 I need to buy chinese new year goodies & drinks for my family

 I am so in need of money now!!!

And I am such a busy girl..and anyone wants to go shopping with me please comment on my blog now!!!

As mention above..this is what i received from the previous event on last Saturday. A brief description on that event. This event is a standing cocktail reception (12opax) plus sit down buffet(80pax). They have cocktail reception (just soft drinks and juices) for her guests before they start their solemnization. After their solemnization, they will have their dinner. Since it’s a sit down buffet, of course we will pre-set the cutleries onto the table for them. The overall event was so called in charge by me in term of executing of the event. However della (from admin side) is the one who coordinate and close this event by herself.

On the side note, THIS IS MY SIDE OF STORY IN BLUE..

“Good morning Della,

My ROM has ended and I thank you for the help you have rendered. I am sure you have heard from Serene what had happened that evening.

This is going to be my side of story.

1)      Food

All my guests have complained the food is not nice. Very different from what you have told and assured me. It is not a matter of too salty or what, it is just not nice and tasty.

ME: Come on! I dont even know what did the freaking bimboic della had told her on the food wise. Like what i had told you bitch, our chef did not change at all. It is still the same old batch chef who cook the food like any other event we did. If we had change our chef to the new ones, then we have nothing to say because the new one may not be as good as the old batch.

Secondly, some of food that was being served for the buffet was the same like the other event we did. In fact no one had complained about the food and all the food was being “whack” without any left over! So tell me..what does it show?

Lastly, that bimboic della may have/ comment all the good things on the food just because she wanted to close the sale with you. But this isn’t the kitchen fault because it is dellawho gave her a very high expectation towards our food not us. Over rated under deliver is not said by us. In the first place, della should give you a food tasting to avoid such problem so that the clients will have a better ideas where our standard is!

2)      Drinks

Apparenly you assured me the six service staffs are trained and experienced, they should be topping up drinks for the guests. This wasn’t what happened. Table to table I walked that evening, my guests’ glasses was emptying and no one seemed to have the intention to top it up.I saw my guests having to go to the bar and get the drinks themselves. They were also served diluted and flat (gas-less) drinks.

ME: Oh Come on! My service staffs are TRULY well trained and experience so don’t insulted my part timers! They are being train by Creative Eateries Catering..if you were to ask the whole world of people who had worked in CreativeEateries or even know how Creative Eateries work on people. Then you will know how we are truly trained. In the first place, this is a buffet dinner. Self-served! Not we served! We are just doing clearing and topping up of drinks. Ok..fine even if we need to serve them drinks, those people is just freaking impatience! they cant wait to get their drinks so they came over to the bar to pick up drinks on their own.  And we have only six staffs. Let me freaking breakdown the lists for you dumbass people to see. 1 staff to to be at the bar to assist me on drinks. 2 staffs to clear plates and 3 staffs to servedrinks. And the 3 staffs just to serve drinks is against to 120pax people. What do you expect you fuckers!! The drinks were served diluted and flat drinks. Please dumbass people! even if you go to HOTELS, they also serve flat drinks. If you mind all these shit, then dont  go to hotels for events. FUCKASS!

3)      Service

I was at one of the tables when my friends want to toast to us. They commented that their drinks were on the low and I signaled one of the staffs to come over.I told him to top up all the drinks and he asked me, “what are they drinking?” I thought that that was an idiotic question to ask. I hope I do not need to elaborate further on this.

ME: Ok fine..just one of my freaking server was just being tactless in the way of talking. And i have”scolded”/ warn him on this issue. But come to think again, it is YOU..YOU BITCH..who gaveus a fuck up arrogant attitude that cause all of us being like this.  We as being in the service line, we treat people well when they give us respect. However if you treat us like shit, we treat you like cow dunk..Not a single respect given to you!

Before the dinner started, I checked the table setting. To my horror, I found out that the cutlery was set wrongly. I told one of the staffs to correct it. Apparently, the supervisor came to me and said “different people have different way of setting” and that he would change it to the way I wanted it. All standard settings, to my knowledge, set the FORK on the left and SPOON on the right. It is not THE way I want it, but more of the right way. It will be embarrassing if my guests were to make a comment on that.

ME: Oh come on! Your knowledge is what kind of knowledge..This is a buffet style and its not fine dinning! Your buffet food does not consists of any soup items at all..if the buffet do have soup items, then it is right in placing by your way.. SO by right, it should be FORK on the RIGHT, SPOON on the LEFT. For what we do as F&B, we do have different way of setting depending on the food items! So dont try to act smart and so what you used to work in Banquet. i have been in Catering line more than you drink your mother milk..XIAO MEI MEI..DUMB-ASS!

4)      Cocktail

As informed, I brought my own finger food and snacks for the cocktail. My helper has informed the staff to send them out. As instructed or per order, cocktail begins at 5pm.My guests had started arriving at 5pm. There was no one around at all to serve drinks, and the snacks were not out. When they started the cocktail, I had to budge them to go around asking what my guests want. I thought that initiative should be taken by the staff to serve drinks etc.

ME: Let me get this right..You shouldn’t be bringing any cook food at all. I have been very lenient on letting you to bring in cocktail snacks and to use our bowls for non-chargeable basis. You are being over board by bring home cook food. You thought that this is your home party? This is our preemies and you have to abide our rules here! I didn’t charge you on those things that you bring in and you should be thankful enough. We were preparing your snacks at the time and we were just merely late like 10Min’s when we out your snacks. Not as though it is 1/2 hour late! So stop being ridiculous! We need time to prepare and to bring drinks over to you! Even though we are like well trained service personnel but we are not wonder woman or super man! FUCKER!

If this is what you claimed to be very good food and great staffs that you guys use throughout all your events, it was my fault that I believed you entirely. I forgot totally about the food-tasting which could’ve saved the situation. Luckily I brought my own food that kind of saved the day, though not enough.

ME: If you think that we are not good enough for your events.. Then i am sorry..and its not because we admit that we are totally in fault..but its more of that i should have do what i should..which is to charge you on the corkage charges for bringing your own food. And in the 1st place, you should have done a food tasting with us..so that you will know what you expect to wards our food! Lastly if you think your food is good and much better than us, then you should have your wedding done at your house..not here! BITCH

 Rest assured that my guests know what is good and what is not, I am sure I won’t recommend any F & B to be catered from your side to any of my friends.”

ME: Rest assured that if i see your name in my premises.. i will not even have any services for us again!

This post has been sitting in my entry like almost a week. Lazy bug has been visiting me..so yup here i am updating the stuffs.

I believe some of you has heard about the Volvo Ocean Race. I have went there to work part time for 3 days as the client require some F&B services on board.. Well per hour $10 with working hours from 9am-6pm which total up of 9 hours = $90/day. It is a good deal thou. Laughs..this can help me in my CNY clothes that i need to buy. =D

The 1st day was a bad experience for me as i had sea sick. The waves was horrible and it is very choppy that day. Even though i ate the sea sick pill, the sea sick still came to me. Furthermore i didnt eat anythings for the whole day and i was feeling all nauseous. Nearly wanted to quit for the 2nd day job but i choose to hang on. Amazingly i didn’t get any sea sick for the 2nd and 3rd day due to that i ate some stuff before i go on board.

By the way, the boat that i went is call Southern Serenity..=D So qiao right..

Southern Serenity..i love this name..just like my name serene..serenity

The interior of the boat..so cool right

One of the boat..its nice and big..

One of the ocean racer..Ericsson’s

Another racer..Green Dragon..

Another one..Puma boat..their is so nice..

Competitng with each other.

 Have you ever see such a big cargo ship that close..well i did..its breath-taking..and i mean its really big!

Two cute kids that came on board..one of the kid is the client’s son.

My beloved miao miao hamster.

Miao miao (hamster) had died on Friday..heard from daddy that he seems to be freeze to death..As i put miao miao at the kitchen near to the window and lately the weather was rather cold and  windy. I guess miao miao is still a small hamster and his immune system and self-body heat couldn’t re stand to the cold wind.  Thus he died just like that..I was so upset that i couldn’t sleep well at all.. In anyway..Miao miao..Rest in peace ok..*Cry*

The NEW me..

I had went for a hair..and i had chopped it off..as you did not see wrongly..its chopped..short…whatever you can name it as. Well turn out still ok..received couple of compliment that they love the new me and i look so much younger..to the extend that i went to buy cigarette..i was being asked to produce my IC.. Well i didn’t bring it out. so in the end i got to ask my colleague to buy on my behalf. Sigh..For so long that i wasn’t being checked on my IC and today just break my record..Damn it.. My old man response was rather shocked to see me in short hair as he has never see in short one..BUT~ he love it..Laughs..Am still deciding whether i should re-bond it.. Shall see how it goes..=D

The front look..

Side and the back view..

A NEW manicure and pedicure

Did my manicure and pedicure..=D I was being innovative that i bought silver glitter nail Polish and paint it on the tip of the nails. Well to make it as though its french manicure =D

After the painting the silver glitter..Nice huh..

Surprise Gift from my beloved old man & Pasta Waraku @ The Central

My man bought a Ever-last jacket for me for my Christmas gift which i forgot to post it out..and today he surprise me with the precious moment hand cream gift!

Over the weekend, old man and i went to chinatown to buy some CNY goodies. And of course how could we not patronize our favorite place- Pasta Waraku.

Simply love the jacket with the gold blink blink strips..So chic! And the precious moment hand cream..Thank you old man.. =D

The must-try seafood baked pasta..! Yummy!! And the special order Baked Mussels Pasta with lots of chili padi..

I promise that i will try not to eat too much of CNY goodies snacks and not putting so much weight after CNY.

I promise to update my happening asap after i come back from Malaysia..

I promise that i will upload old man birthday photos once i am back too.

I promise not to buy too much of chewing gums back to singapore

I promise that i will miss my ham ham and old man as much as they do towards me.

I promise that i will not secretly bring in sinagpore c*gar*** into malaysia and S***e it there..

I promise that i will take more photos when im in malaysia so that i can update into my posts..

I will also promise to miss my bed, babes, bitches, basta and buddies in singapore.

Most importantly i promise that i will take care of my chou chou when im at granny place and to remember to bring it back to singapore..

Till then..i will be back soon..cya..

P.S: Wishing everyone..Gong Xi Fa Cai, happy new year !!

Yes..i am back from malaysia..and it’s long ago..=X

I am too busy to update..

Shall do it asap..

However..Something to anounce..I have a chalet on the 21/02 to 22/02

Those that i have invite on certain date..please do come over that day ok. =)

21/2/08

i am so wanted to update myself with the happenings around me..but i just dont have the time to upload all my photos.

When i have the time to do so, i forget to bring my card reader out to retreive all my photos. Damn it..

It is really been a long time..and i nearly forgotten my log in user name and password for my this wordpress. This is how bad can it be.

Ok give me somtime, will upload all my things up ok..
Bear with me for the time being.

The above mentions it all..enough said..well describle how i feel now..

Sometimes i really wish he could have been more active toward our relationship.

Things getting kind of too stagnant between us..

No surprises..nothing in fact..Just some random of what i want and he just bring me there..

Like i have cravings for this and that..and he just bring me there to eat to fufill my cravings.

Other than that..its just work….shop..movies..occasionally chill and then home.

Maybe..perhaps i am being demanding..but come to think again..am i?

I wish he could have a sudden pop up of a banquet of flowers when its our anniversary.

Although i did mention that flower is not practical..and even though we don’t celebrate  our anniversary at all.

And again what is call surprises?

or maybe not the flowers..perhaps a plan to bring me to special places that i have not been there before..

I have mention so many times that i wanted to go zoo..although its nothing special about zoo and its so childlike.

I have also mention so many times that i want to go to those places that has been recommend by others/media because of their good buffet food..although i cant eat much.

I have also mention that we can plan to go to nearby countries for short holiday trips..although we dont have so much money..a simple trip will be good thou..

I did mention that i would like to go prawning too if there is a chance..even if i dont have any experience.

But all of the above was not done/plan/bring by him..

Sometimes i wonder does money that matter it all..?

I dont know..but all i know is that life is really getting out of boredom..

Just wonder..how long can it last..but no doubt about one thing which is we still love each other that much..

Just too stagant between us..no sparks..no fire works..

Sigh..

Last Sunday, met up with old man to talk things out with him.

I told him how i felt about our future ahead of us and am not hiding my uncomfortable feelings about it anymore. I used to feel very insecure when I’m being with him due to the fact that he does not have a stable savings income. A pot cant call a kettle black. I admit my saving ain’t that stable too but i can say i did do something about it which till date i am saving well now.

People say that i am a very “money-minded” person, but i feel that i am not. I am just being very realistic in life

Especially when we are trying to survive in Singapore, everything need money.

Things like…

When you are getting a flat, you need to pay a downpayment, you will need money.

When you need to renovoate your house, you will need money.

When you are getting married and require to pay for dinner, shoots, ang bao, you will need money.

When you are giving birth and your child grows up, you will need money.

In this world, you cant escape the word call money.

Therefore, i talked to him how i feel towards our relationship especially if he is considering to  have a future with me. Told him how i felt very insecure with him and the reasons why. I had also told him to think it through about it. of course not having to end the relationship but to really do something about it. He said he know and will do something about it.

Being with him for so long, i know his “pattern” too well. Said and not being done. I still believe action speaks louder than words. I told him if he really wants to do something about it, we will do it immediately so we sat down at a cafe and discuss about his expenses etc and i try to work out his monthly savings, life-saving insurance and our joint account. Even fix a date and take a day off (6th April) to do all these opening of accounts and also to arrannge a meet-up session with my insurance agent for his life savings.

Never felt so relived after all the discussions and never felt so assure, secure by/with him. Im glad things are getting done though im being “pushy” . =X

Well..after so long i remember to bring my adaptor reader and to retrieve photos out. Shall do updates by photos as i kind of forget the dates for those events.

Anyway..me & old man decided to do some cooking at home even though i was the one who did all the cooking  whereas he just sit at the sofa waiting for food to be serve -_-  I have evidence okay (refer to the Photos)..

Food review: As you can see i have bought the Japanese curry the hot version. But don’t be deceive by it as you know Japanese curry will never hot at all. I have to even like add chili padi myself to my own curry and that’s if you really want hot curry.. You can play with all kind of vegetables but i feel that potatoes/carrots/onions is still the best vegetables to cook with as they will not get too soft/soggy even if you reheat it for next day. These vegetables will be truly authentic Japanese curry but you can be creative too. You can even use it on pasta. It’s simple to cook and they provide cooking instructions for you at the back of the box if you are a dummy to cooking. It’s easy to follow! If you want to make the curry thicker/watery, use less water. Simple rules in cooking is to use less than to more. What i mean is, its better to use less seasoning/water than you over do it. Its because if your food is not flavored enough, you can add in more seasoning to it. But if you overdo it you will kill the food. Simple huh..=)

 Sometime back Ronald & Danny decided to meet up with me to celebrate my belated birthday as well as Ronald as we are  both Feb babies.  Arrange to chill at Majestic Bar to “show my face” to one of my “boyfriend” (Johnson) before we head down to Club Sabai (Thai Club). Of course when come to clubbing how can i forget my kaikais Natalia/Wanting. Brought Ronald a Tie set and it cost me a bomb, in the end he forget to take home which the present is lying on my table. . Sigh.. Had great fun till late (4.30am) and freaking hell the next day i got to work which tired me out totally.

 Had dinner with Jeslyn & Baby Yide at Bishan after my work. I can say this little rascal is really growing up well..getting chubbier as days goes by.  Coincidentally Natalia happen to be at bishan and she came over to join us for a drink at bean after our dinner.  Baby Yide is trying to get involve with us. Though he cant really talked but he willl just mumble/bubble noises/words out as if he is trying to be one of the gossiper when we girls were gossipping away. Laughs.

Old man and i went to The Central to have dinner at this place call curry-san which is a sister outlet of Pasta Waruku. Decided to try out their food..he had this pork belly Japanese curry as for me i had this mushroom omelette’s Japanese curry. We share a mango freeze and deep-fried portebello mushroom with 3 sauces. Their food is okay but nothing fantastic about. Their food taste is typical which you can find it at any japanese resturant. And i dont like their mushroom. If it can be somehow crispier it will be nice, and their sauce is not nice at all.  I think its the sauce that make it overall soggy. The only thing that they amaze me is the curry sauce as they have different base sauce which make up of fish/beef/tomato/original. I will try their fish/tomato base sauce for the next visit!

Daddy out of the blue decided to buy a Chinchilla and my brother decided to chip in too. We bought it second hand $250 from a person. She had too many Chinchilla as her old ones gave birth too many and i chosen a white chinchilla male which is about 3 months old. Reason why i choose a white one is because white chinchilla has more market value than grey ones. I personally prefer grey ones thou. I name him as chin chin.  He is damn naughty and he can really jump/run. Taking care of chinchilla can be as diffcult as taking acre of a dog due to singapore climate. They are kind of rare , hence they need special cares too. Sometime i wonder why daddy does not want to get a doggy instead. Sigh. And my parents are really going ga-ga over him. Imagaine they can really literally stay there for hours & play with him, groom him with brush, talk to him.. My gosh! I wonder do they do that to my hamster (ham ham) or not. Faint! Anyway my brother had train him to stand on its own with command after we had sayang his head and mention good boy he will just step down. Amazing right! (Refer to last two photos where he stands)

 Talking about hamster, saw this cute little rascal at suntec yesterday as i went to carrer fair.  The way he sleep is so cute as if he is stand-sleeping! And the group babies just like to cudle together when they sleep like a big round snow balls. Thinking of getting another one as my old ham ham is ready to go anytime =(

I guess old man feels abit guilty that he has been neglecting me due to work. He went to buy my all time favourite fish slice noodle located at bugis. Not only that he had bought this to cheer me up.  Thanks old man..Forgive you once.

I guess..period is coming..my breasts is slightly swollen and painful. It hurts when i bath and when i am changing.

Tummy is getting bigger & rounder..

Appetite is getting bigger..

Weight is heavier..in fact 2kg more.

Feel so tired & listless ..

Feel so ugly now..fucking ugly..

Feel so negative towards all things..

Feel so depressed due to all these fucking hormones changes…no confident towards myself..

Yet..i cant help it..feel like staying home now! =(

Yesterday went JJ concert at kallang Stadium.. Well have to thanks Natalia & Micheal for the free tickets from them. Not that they bought it for me..just that they got it free from mike’s friend.

Therefore i decided to go with them due to the fact that  i actually love JJ songs and i have never been in a concert before too. Wanted to experience it and took the tickets. =D  Well the tickets was a pair tickets..old man couldn’t join me due to work so decided to ask Raven (NP mates) to see if he is interested..he agree immediately.

As the concert starts at 8pm and see-ing that the weather is so freaking good..bright & sunny. Decided to go Sentosa for some Vitamin in take..Apparently all the people that i know is either working, not free, not a sun-lover.. I went there alone for some Me-time which i totally dig into it. I love sun bathing alone as it much quieter and no ones will rush me off. =X Perhaps i was not used to sun bathing for quite sometime, started to get dizzy and left early. Surprisingly the sun was so freaking strong that i got a slight sun burnt thou i only tan for a mere 2 hours. After washing up, headed down for some bites at Vivo City before meeting them for dinner.

Reached kallang stadium at 7.30pm and went in straight. To my much surprise, the seat number happen to be my birthday number..=D The concert is good, sound system is super, all songs was well sang however i know that he wasnt in his best singing due to just recovery from his throat infection which previously reported in the newspaper. Had alot of invited guests like By2 and Fang wei qi at his concert. His family even came down to support him too by surprising him with playing chinese intruments and sing with him. It was so touching and JJ nearly cried! Before he did that, i had cried..

Happen that day was JJ birthday too and the whole stadium of people sang him Happy birthday songs and he was really shocked! ..It’s so amazing..And at a point of time, he was singing Jian Jian Dan Dan while he was playing the panio..he stopped singing and the people sang his song together and it was so beautiful..i cried at that time..it was really beautiful voices if you were there to listen  it.. I had goose bumps at that time! and of course i did sang along..

Was ab-it disappointed that Natalia & mike decided to leave early before the concert ends as they are afraid that later on it will have traffic jam..And our bags happen to be in his van so no choice decided to leave together with them too.I guess the concert should end pretty late as it was already 11.15pm when we were ready to go off from there the people have not stream out from the concert.  

I didnt take alot of photos as my camera that i took out was low batt. Stupid me. Pardon me on the poor quailty of the photo-taking, dont wanna put up whole size cause it will slow down on the loading of the posts.

Photos time..

On the way to Kallang and we were at the back of the van. His shaking hand took photos of me and i have steady hand to take his.

The sun burnt me ..the tired him..the seat number that is the same of my birth date!

 The stage..the dim stadium..so beautiful..

JJ is out!! The cute escort is baby J and all of  them  is unqiuely designed by him..

Special guest- Fang Fang

His family who came down to support him- Mum playing pi-pia, Dad playing er hu and sing with him, elder brother play piano..

Sorry guys for the missing part of me..

Haven been blogging due to personal reasons..till the fact that i need to isolate myself from people around me..

Things gotten better for me..i guess..

Have to thanks to Ronald..Danny..the usual guys who they had accompany me through the down side of me..

Especially old man’s understanding..i appreciate alot..indeed he is a very gradious guy who can take this from me.. 

Thank you old man..

Am slowing  letting go easier now..still pains inside of me..but am still trying..=D

some people mention that i lost weight..some people mention that i put on weight especially my hip area..

So what is what? Damn it..

Somehow my mind is sub consciously mention that i have put on weight..especially my bottom area..Sigh…

Why is it so unfair that i cant lost off shit from myself! Fucking irritated!!

So how am i going to get back the idea shape, size that i want!

Well..decided to log in to do so updates before it embark the ending of 2009 May.

Lots of happening happen to me..and around me..

First of all..going to announce that……………………………………………

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NO! i am not pregnant..nor i am getting married thou i know you girls would like to see me turning into an official “auntie”..However got to disappoint you guys.Laughs..Anyway it is..i had decided to quit my current job that I’m holding..Ya..those who know me pretty long enough that i tends to change my job like god know for how many times..well i don’t have a choice..cause..i guess i am still looking..searching for a greener patch of  greens out there..It is really hard to get a “idea job” of what you want..Laughs..i guess i am one of those people..Well..who cares..this is my life..i know what I’m looking for and what i want..It’s either that you will wish me all the best in my future endeavours..if not fuck off.. =X

Second thing is..i will be becoming Ah-zhi’s neighbour soon in three years time..=) Yes i have got myself a house at Pungool(Nautical)..It’s like..FINALLY~ Laughs..

Next month will be choosing our flats..and i am getting all over excited..Mummy is like even more excited than i am..When i received the HDB letter..she is like keep asking..did i get it?! Hhowever it seems to me that daddy is not keen on me “leaving” cause he doesnt show any expression when i told him that..I guess..he will miss me if i ever “Chu Jia” Laughs..wishful thinking.. But anyway..still got a long way to go..as we are giving ourselves 3 years time to prepare and save..if its workable between us, it will be eventually..if not then i guess no choice have to let it go..A final test for both of us..

Sigh. really hate growing up..cause it means more commitments..especially right now i have so many things to take care and think of..Alot of savings need to be done..really giving me a bad headache just to think of that..Well part of parcel of life..                                                                                                                                                                                                                               Sometimes..i do feel so uncertain about the things between us..like alot of things are not secured..and i am afraid..what should i do?

Enough of word..photos will do the rest of the updates..=D

Butter Factory & Zouk with the girls..

Hot stuffs..new toys..old man..

Wen & Huiting Birthday

I have only one of wen birthday celebration..have not receive the rest  from them yet..but you can see the rest from facebook =D

Yeah.. i did it again! And im totally digging into this..

My tattoo artist is impress that i can endure such torture for 5hrs straight without me screaming or moving a single inch..Furthermore im doing my tattoo at my waist and rib area which is the most painful area!

I am proud of myself too..Well the overall experience is still ok..and i feel that the tattoo wasn’t that painful as compared to the 2nd one that i did at Far East..Maybe its my cute tattooist had distracted me in a way that i feel comfortable..Laughs..and to a certain extend..i nearly doze off while he was doing the tattoo..

That day i was having auntie visit plus i had only one meal..and was lying down for 5hrs..i got fainting spells after the whole thing was done….haha..had white blankish hover all over with naueous feelings again….luckily my friend was there at that time..if not i can just lie on the street looking so unglam..Laughs..And i simply hate healing process cause it pain like shit..whch i find it more painful than doing tattoo..damn..cant have big movements..cant over stretch my skin if not it will “tear” and spoilt the whole tattoo..sigh..other than that..i love ART PCS! =D

Well..due to overwhelm enquiries of people asking where did i do my tattoo and how much is it.. Now i am trying to do free publishing for my tattooist..Laughs..Thou hes not gonna give me any publishing fees but hes willing to treat me a meal..which i dont want..!! i want cheaper fee when im going back for touch up or amendment!!..Sigh..

Okays..if anyone is interested doing tattoo and like his art work..You can lookfor Alan Chiam(my current tattooist) or Robin Lim(who did my 1st butterfly tattoo)..Their fees range from $50- $300 base on the size of the tattoo and designs..You can check out their shop for the designs or you can bring your own and ask them to do it for you..To avoid disappointment..It will be good if you can make appointment as they are quite popular..they will have alot of people doing tattoo over their shop.

Venue:Bugis Street..2nd Level (opps the Hong Kong Cafe)

Shop Name:Bugis tattoo & Body Piercing

Tattooist:Alan Chiam (98348930), Robin Lim (90039868)

For my tattoo, it cost about $250-$300..well to me its consider reasonable as their tattoo skills is good…My tattooist can  basically visualize what i want by just showing some of the designs that i like , what i would like to corporate in..and what i dont want..which is amazing..Enough said..do visit their shop if you like..i can guaranteed you will like their overall art works..

Feel so lazy these few days to blog..Am started to have holiday mood cause im like left 5 more days to go..Hahah..And they are going to pay me my annual leave as they cant offset it. Hootz..Huat arh~!

The feeling is just like you are having your left paper yet you are enjoying yourself already. Or maybe you can describle me having ORD mood if you know what i mean..

First week of July, am going back for touch up..Actually i can go back anytime next week..But intend to go for tan tomorrow and just afraid that i will get burn..so im going to give myslef some grace period for me to peel before going down. If not my tattooist is so gonna kill me for making myself burn especially he warned me on this..LOL..Oh ya..most likely im going to extend my tattoo alittle..by adding in my name..shall see how my tattooist design it..Cant wait~!

Shall let photos do the blogging..and~ seriously i hate my work place now because they took away my only pass time when im bored..they blocked the gateway for MSN and Facebook..KNN!

I cant believe that you have studied catering management course..

For god sake, you don’t even know how to use the “pepper cracker”?

And still can ask me its spoilt..cant be use..*shake head”

Still can tell me that the Postmix seems to be finished whereby i just changed? didn’t you check and feel it that its full?

Still can ask me where to top up sugar..did you check the cabinet rather than keep asking me? use your imitative..

Been here working for a near month, yet lots of things i will need to remind and guide you..

Do things always without using brain and i will need to guide you at all time..totally unlike Chris..who i just teach and guide him one time and he knows what i want and what he need to do..

I’m so taken back and surprise..seriously i wonder do you really study catering management course?!

Studying under F&B line and you seems to be disoriented..like you do not even know simple F&B things..Gosh..

sigh..never mind..I’m leaving too..just shut one eyes and live on..after-all, its not my problem anymore and you are just a part timer..you are still young and immature..you still need to grow up more in order to success with what you have..Grow up please~and stop acting cute..cause it doesn’t do you good..*shake head*

I’m really fortune and to be bless to be surround by people who dote me and cares for me just like their sister.. even though I’m not their blood-related ones..I’m just really fortune..will definitely treasure them all for sure..

I know that you wont be reading my blog nor even know the existence of it..But just wanna to say thank you for all the things that you had said to me that night..it make me feel..contented..No hard feelings..no mushy or hurting words..no up-make things from you yet sincere words out from your heart ..I too treasure you as a friend whom really cares and dotes just like the last time..even though we are not in any status..And nothing should happen to you too if not i wouldnt know what will become of me =)

SIGH..Lately been having paranoid..paraniod of getting committed….i felt pressured by alot of things..I hate having to answer things..sometimes i wish i can be left alone..seriosuly..alone..Wish to go anywhere  that i like without having to answer or tell anyone..i wish i can go shopping alone without people following me around..i wish i can enjoy with my friends or maybe even alone..just myself..till late nights without having to worry whether the other party will be upset or have to answer to them..Sometimes just feel sick and tired with all answering and explaining.. not having to worry or think anything beyond that..Even if I’m out alone and not getting suspicious whether I’m truly alone not..simple to say..i wish i can have freedom..a freedom to do what i LIKE or what i WANT to do things just like what i had always been since years back..even if the things are not advisable or should not be done at all, i would  just like to do it without thinking for other party’s thinkings or feelings!..Im so wanting to have that freedom badly!  Seriously..I hope this things can get off from my back..if not the word “single” will just come to my mind and this is the last thing that i want this to happen..sighs..perhaps i am self-centred..but i just want my own free will of doing things..and not having to feel pressure by words..actions..feelings..

Last Friday was my very last day of work at Pilota..which emarks my 1 year with them..beaming all the way till i knock off from work..unfortunately my dear Danny had got admitted into hospital due to high fever so decided to visit him before head off to join Natalia, Carene for some chill at timbre..And that poor boy has multiple puncher marks both of his hand as he was on drips..By looking at it..it make pain me..Had a marvelous night at timbre too as it was the usual gang that came..and there was special guest(that skinny devon) that decided to join us too..Surprise! =X

Had did some hot stuffs to myself again..it was done by my all time favorite Clara..she is just so talented with such artworks.. i just love the blings on it..had a nice chat up session with her also..and im glad she is doing well..shall post up some of her artworks soon when im free..

Hmm did i mention that i upgrade my phone to samsung pixeon? Hehe..Love this phonie to core..not to mention that its 8 mega pixels for a photo fanic person like me..A sweet gift from someone..A Adidas round clock digital watch..Its something new into my style edition..its so stylish and “man” which is my fashion craze now..Most importantly its blingie gold with black..! Love it! Something similar to the one below..

I had finally indulge into my cravings for penang laska..and i jsut came to know that Old town coffee cafe serve penang laska! This is good news for me man! Last Sunday, I had this penang laska at a restaurant call red lacquer..basically they serve penang signature dish and Little bits of no-ya style food..food was ok..find that penang laska wasn’t the best as compare chilli padi ones..chilli padi penang laska soup is thicker and richer..theirs is alittle bland..perhaps i prefer a heavier taste..Their Nasi lemak chili is the best! as well as their Ikan bilis peanuts! GOOD! I love their deco of the restaurant especially their semi round dinning table with red sofa..It look sexy hot!

Rating: 3/5, Abmience: 3.5/5, Service: 4/5 . No harm trying thou..

Getting late..signing off with my chin chin..that had trained to stand on command..=D

Ooh there’s somethin about just somethin about the way she’s move
And I can’t figure it out
it’s something about her.
Said ooh it’s somethin about kinda woman that want you but don’t need you
And I can’t figure it out
it’s somethin about her
Cuz she walk like a boss talk like a boss
Manicured nailed to set the pedicure off
She’s fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss do what a boss
Do she got me thinkin about gettin involved
That’s the kinda girl I need

She got her own thing
that’s why I love her
Miss Independent
Won’t you come and spend a little time
She got her own things that’s why I love her
Miss Independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss Independent
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

Ooh there’s somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
It’s somethin about her
Somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that don’t even need my help
She said she got it she got it
No doubt, it’s somethin about her
Cuz she work like a boss play like a boss
Car and a crib she bouta pay em both off
And the bills are paid on time yeah
She made for a boss only a boss
Anything less she tellin them to get lost
That’s the girl that’s on my mind

Her favorite thing to say Don’t worry I got it
And everything she got best believe she bought it
She gon steal ma heart aint no doubt about it
girl ur everything I need, said ur everything I need
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

Miss Independent
That’s why I love her