I’m really fortune and to be bless to be surround by people who dote me and cares for me just like their sister.. even though I’m not their blood-related ones..I’m just really fortune..will definitely treasure them all for sure..
I know that you wont be reading my blog nor even know the existence of it..But just wanna to say thank you for all the things that you had said to me that night..it make me feel..contented..No hard feelings..no mushy or hurting words..no up-make things from you yet sincere words out from your heart ..I too treasure you as a friend whom really cares and dotes just like the last time..even though we are not in any status..And nothing should happen to you too if not i wouldnt know what will become of me =)
SIGH..Lately been having paranoid..paraniod of getting committed….i felt pressured by alot of things..I hate having to answer things..sometimes i wish i can be left alone..seriosuly..alone..Wish to go anywhere that i like without having to answer or tell anyone..i wish i can go shopping alone without people following me around..i wish i can enjoy with my friends or maybe even alone..just myself..till late nights without having to worry whether the other party will be upset or have to answer to them..Sometimes just feel sick and tired with all answering and explaining.. not having to worry or think anything beyond that..Even if I’m out alone and not getting suspicious whether I’m truly alone not..simple to say..i wish i can have freedom..a freedom to do what i LIKE or what i WANT to do things just like what i had always been since years back..even if the things are not advisable or should not be done at all, i would just like to do it without thinking for other party’s thinkings or feelings!..Im so wanting to have that freedom badly! Seriously..I hope this things can get off from my back..if not the word “single” will just come to my mind and this is the last thing that i want this to happen..sighs..perhaps i am self-centred..but i just want my own free will of doing things..and not having to feel pressure by words..actions..feelings..
Last Friday was my very last day of work at Pilota..which emarks my 1 year with them..beaming all the way till i knock off from work..unfortunately my dear Danny had got admitted into hospital due to high fever so decided to visit him before head off to join Natalia, Carene for some chill at timbre..And that poor boy has multiple puncher marks both of his hand as he was on drips..By looking at it..it make pain me..Had a marvelous night at timbre too as it was the usual gang that came..and there was special guest(that skinny devon) that decided to join us too..Surprise! =X





Had did some hot stuffs to myself again..it was done by my all time favorite Clara..she is just so talented with such artworks.. i just love the blings on it..had a nice chat up session with her also..and im glad she is doing well..shall post up some of her artworks soon when im free..



Hmm did i mention that i upgrade my phone to samsung pixeon? Hehe..Love this phonie to core..not to mention that its 8 mega pixels for a photo fanic person like me..A sweet gift from someone..A Adidas round clock digital watch..Its something new into my style edition..its so stylish and “man” which is my fashion craze now..Most importantly its blingie gold with black..! Love it! Something similar to the one below..


I had finally indulge into my cravings for penang laska..and i jsut came to know that Old town coffee cafe serve penang laska! This is good news for me man! Last Sunday, I had this penang laska at a restaurant call red lacquer..basically they serve penang signature dish and Little bits of no-ya style food..food was ok..find that penang laska wasn’t the best as compare chilli padi ones..chilli padi penang laska soup is thicker and richer..theirs is alittle bland..perhaps i prefer a heavier taste..Their Nasi lemak chili is the best! as well as their Ikan bilis peanuts! GOOD! I love their deco of the restaurant especially their semi round dinning table with red sofa..It look sexy hot!






Rating: 3/5, Abmience: 3.5/5, Service: 4/5 . No harm trying thou..
Getting late..signing off with my chin chin..that had trained to stand on command..=D
